我想说，我最近好烦，好颓废！
在每一方面都遇到了问题，很累，那是心灵上的累！
撇开别的不说，就拿学业来说
外表看的我是如此的轻松自在，心底呢？
实习的这三个月对我来说真的很艰难，为什么老天就是要如此的对待我？
为什么要我从头开始？
想起都会让自己狂飙泪
试问自己做错了什么？
一张迟交的病假，一天的补回的工作天，就要承受如此严重的教训吗？
每天待在家里，跟废人没什么分别！
在外对人说的是，哈哈！我比你们快放假了！
但内心,有谁懂得那些滋味吗？

再来，我也不懂自己最近会如此的粘你
说实在的，我也不想造成你的困扰，毕竟你快考试了
我已试着让自己不去在乎那么多
但没有骨气的我，最终还是做不到
对不起 ！
我只是找不到原因为什么连这样的事，你会不说实话
你还记得，我曾个告诉过你什么吗？
我说，自从那一件事过后，我对你已经失去了信任
我说，如果你想让我从你那里得到安全感，就证明给我看，可是为什么。。
信任真的很难建立起
老实说，我也不想提起以前的事，毕竟都过去了，想了只会让自己难受
我懂得，你真的有改变了，变得更在乎我了
可是人啊，就是那么的得寸进尺，拥有了，就想得到更多。
是我太贪心了 !
爱情里没有了信任,就想没有油的汽车,是发不动的
我会试着从新建立起对你的信任,也请你证明给我看那是值得的好吗?
我想对你说的是, 不管这条路有多难走,流了多少眼泪,我想跟你走到最后.
宝贝,考试加油! ♥

Woah Woah Woah ! I just realized i had been neglected my bloggie for nearly three month
I don't know what am I actually busy or maybe due to my dont-feel-like blogging mood then didnt update for such a long time.
I think i am here to report do's for my every semester begin or ending. Heee*
I cant write all what's happen within his three month as I dont know where to start. paiseh laa
By the way, today is my last day freedom. *sigh
Tomorrow i am going to training in G-Hotel.
Actually, we have chosen Eastin Hotel to train, but due to the hotel just offered us two department to train in four month.
It's kind of bored and lack of experience while others could experience working in different department in different hotel.
what to say ? someone told me that I should prepare to being bully once go in the hotel.
I hope it wont happen to me and not as bad as i think *pray hard
My first department to train is Housekeeping @@
Wish me luck !
give a lot alot of luck . Thanks god :D
*I started to feel nervous**

Hee, i'm quite in love with this photo when having indoor shooting with my BabeLyn
and, I wondered that I have been long time didn't photoshooting dyy*Down*
I just realized that my bloggie had been neglected for a month, because I was not in a blogging mood
I will make my time to update myself often alright ?
Not really remember what I was busy recently. But just started my new semester,quite satisfied with the result I got in last semester :D
And now I am worrying about my industrial training which hold on end of Nov
I think it will bring alot of pressure to me as I expected, sometimes I just like to stress up myself *helppp*
I am getting bored with the subjects that I have in this sem,bloody hell.
Law ? killing subject, which need to memorize alot.
Planning ? need to do alot of calculation. My friends know I am freaking bad in calculating :(
Oh, Japanese Language? why have to learn new language in this age ? It's really killing me . a,i,u,e,o ? WTH ? i don't know you and you don't know me = = and have to learn all those writing, like bean sprout. I prefer 汉语拼音，汉字 LOL
btw, Training is a bored subject =/
To be honest, I don't think my result will good as previous sem :( CGPA going to drop too .

well, feel so sweet while this two days babe boy was always beside me
Haaa. I'm in love with the look when you're wearing formal
Look great :)
love to laying next to you and watch you was in the dreamland :D
kissing your forehead and say good night dear, I love you :)
I miss that moment ,Heehee :D
how good if the time can stop permanently ? Hmmmmmm...

always appreciate the one that you love
the taste of losing a good friend in an accident wasn't good
R.I.P my friend

Time to get ready to college. see ya :)

有时候，虽然能想明白，但心里就是接受不了
保持沉默，不闻不问 :)

【给自己的情书】
其实你很乖，懂得放肆之后适可而止。
你并不愚笨，有些事也可以做的很漂亮。
怯懦不是你的错，只是外界太强势。
别每天把讨厌自己挂在嘴边， 要知道你是独一无二的你。
你喜欢了爱了，就不许后悔，别责怪自己的愚昧，你只是太想被爱而已。
你不坏。你不赖。你不差。你很棒 !

As I said, I don't want to be emo-queen
At this moment, I wish i am God, can control everything. included FEELING, MOODY-NESS
thou I am not really angry at you.
But it already had a thorn deep inside my heart.
pull it out still hurtful, remain there still harmful.
What should I do ?
I know you have your own feeling too,I ain't everything blame on you too
perhaps, it was my own problem ?
I wish I can cry out loud then would be feel better, but this time there is no tears rolling out from my eyes
Liz Tan, how many reason you're going to use to cover yourself again ? HAHA
Are you just comforting yourself to feel better ?
sometimes i really feel i don't have any confidence on myself and also our relationship
maybe it is another challenge for me to fight for our relationship.
Ok, i accepted this !

Girl, tell you sincerely
I effing DISLIKE YOU !

It was my semester break
joined my course-mate went to Genting Highland and K.L for 3 days 2 nights
It seem like a bit rush for us, but we did enjoyed it as well
wait for the bus at 6:30a.m
I had a not-so-good- mood before went up there
but after shouted for few round, I'm getting better
At least I can talked to my friend as normal
I don't want to be emo-quuen !
we played, we chit-chat,till the midnight
True or Dare is the game that teenagers usually play.
I dance ? unbelieveable :-(
I found out the best way for me to cure moody-ness is- SHOPPING!
When i reached K.L
I really can shop like nobody business.
I feel great thou my pocket followed bleeding =X LOL
not buy much actually, caused controlling myself not to bring too much money to spend there
12 of us, and another 12 one was inside PAVILION
is a big gang , yo !


Hello , Penang ! I'm back
Bye Genting & K.L
went Balik Pulau on Saturday
yayy ! we having Balik Pulau's Laksa and Hokkien Mee that recommended by TiaTia
Tastes good ! especially the Hokkien MEE :-)
We're on the way to visit the paddy field
before that, we went to the beach
no doubt, Balik Pulau one much nicer than Batu Ferringi one :D
I meant the enviroment and the cleanness
Balik Pulau's Ice Kacang
having it when the weather was freaking hot is GOOD =D
We jumped, Jumped out all the unhappiness ! :)

can you see what we actually posted ?
Yes ! It's L-O-V-E :)
By the way, Balik Pulau is nice place to visit and relax !