梦境

梦境到底意味着什么？

如果说梦与现实是相反的，恶梦会变好梦，那好梦就会在现实里演变成恶梦吗？

连续三天的梦境都是差不多的情境与故事。

难道是我多想了吗？

我作的都是恶梦，我真的希望它不会发生，因为在梦里，我已尝试了心如刀割的感觉。

这梦是好是坏？ 还是上天给的暗示？我不懂

我不去想，可是那不堪的情境总在我脑海里划过，使我整个人都提不起劲，脾气·很暴躁。

我。。。应该信任他 !

I'm Back :)

WoAhhh! It have been 7 months, more than half year that i didn't update my bloggie.

I think i'm thoroughly forgot how the way to write a blog.

    Well, just started my new semester. And it's my final semester to get my diploma certificate.

    The previous result was not that good, but i'm satisfied with it because i'm still able to pass in my econs's paper. This is the only subject that i worried and start trembling to get the result from lecturer.

Ok, the picture shown above told everything.

Seriously ! I really don't understand with those 'girls' always need people's boyfriend to fetch them when they don't have transport or whatsoever. I can understand when you're really in the situation when you no transport, but not always ok ? Petrol also need money right ?

Hello,how old are you d ? when you're first day step in the college, i think you should manage to arrange your own transport instead of just keep ask others to fetch you. They don't have to.

Or maybe you can hire a driver ? but not my boyfriend !

I even got to drive myself everyday here and there instead of asking my own boyfriend to fetch me. Put your foot in my shoes and think of the girlfriend's feeling.

Whatever, the main point is I GOT JEALOUS ! *LOL

Finally i went to Bangkok during the semester break. 

What I can say about Bangkok is, Fantastic !

I love the food there, people there are friendly, tall building, and the most important one is the cheap stuff there. I'm 100% sure that girls would be like this place so much. Enviroment there was good, and have the well transportation and accommodation. 

we can see different lifestyle, culture that Malaysia don't have.

Heheeee , this is  the first trip that I ever had with my babes, boyf in other country. Best memories ever :D

I will come and visit you again , Bangkok ! <3 p="p">

Going to stop here. Bubhhyeeeee :)

我想说，我最近好烦，好颓废！
在每一方面都遇到了问题，很累，那是心灵上的累！
撇开别的不说，就拿学业来说
外表看的我是如此的轻松自在，心底呢？
实习的这三个月对我来说真的很艰难，为什么老天就是要如此的对待我？
为什么要我从头开始？
想起都会让自己狂飙泪
试问自己做错了什么？
一张迟交的病假，一天的补回的工作天，就要承受如此严重的教训吗？
每天待在家里，跟废人没什么分别！
在外对人说的是，哈哈！我比你们快放假了！
但内心,有谁懂得那些滋味吗？

再来，我也不懂自己最近会如此的粘你
说实在的，我也不想造成你的困扰，毕竟你快考试了
我已试着让自己不去在乎那么多
但没有骨气的我，最终还是做不到
对不起 ！
我只是找不到原因为什么连这样的事，你会不说实话
你还记得，我曾个告诉过你什么吗？
我说，自从那一件事过后，我对你已经失去了信任
我说，如果你想让我从你那里得到安全感，就证明给我看，可是为什么。。
信任真的很难建立起
老实说，我也不想提起以前的事，毕竟都过去了，想了只会让自己难受
我懂得，你真的有改变了，变得更在乎我了
可是人啊，就是那么的得寸进尺，拥有了，就想得到更多。
是我太贪心了 !
爱情里没有了信任,就想没有油的汽车,是发不动的
我会试着从新建立起对你的信任,也请你证明给我看那是值得的好吗?
我想对你说的是, 不管这条路有多难走,流了多少眼泪,我想跟你走到最后.
宝贝,考试加油! ♥

Woah Woah Woah ! I just realized i had been neglected my bloggie for nearly three month
I don't know what am I actually busy or maybe due to my dont-feel-like blogging mood then didnt update for such a long time.
I think i am here to report do's for my every semester begin or ending. Heee*
I cant write all what's happen within his three month as I dont know where to start. paiseh laa
By the way, today is my last day freedom. *sigh
Tomorrow i am going to training in G-Hotel.
Actually, we have chosen Eastin Hotel to train, but due to the hotel just offered us two department to train in four month.
It's kind of bored and lack of experience while others could experience working in different department in different hotel.
what to say ? someone told me that I should prepare to being bully once go in the hotel.
I hope it wont happen to me and not as bad as i think *pray hard
My first department to train is Housekeeping @@
Wish me luck !
give a lot alot of luck . Thanks god :D
*I started to feel nervous**