Well, finished 5 subjects between this two weeks
for BM's paper, i'm quite confident in esei part
but for tatabahasa, i have no comment about it.
BI's paper ?
eff.. i think i have wrote beside the point in essay
A' ? hopeless
History's paper ?
as usual, just simply crapped something on it.
i don't know what i am writing
haa.. Math ?
i sure that i won't fail.YESH. finally i did it
moral's paper today.
counted ok for me la.
Account's paper on Tuesday
it was my weaker subjest.
math came to the forefront(weakest)
As conclusion. i think i have no A's in SPM
god bless me


Ah Dear's birthday today
Me,Ah Beh, CY went to EDEN nearby our school to buy cake for the za bor
(coffee flavour)
then straight forward to McD
met them up (Wilson and dear)
we acted like nothing happen
*the cake was inside my bag Heheeeee
ordered Filet as my lunch
after that. wer bring her to toilet.
suprise began
cleaned up everything and lighted up the candle
when the main character came out.
come on, girl. don't looks so shocked
she said:'' my tears going shed.''
see how gam dong was she
anyway, Happy Birthday Chuah Ee Huey(my dear)
good luck in your exam. =)


In other way,i'm noobie.
i can't really forget him
what i should say is i still thinking of you everyday
although everyone was just busy like hell preparing for their paper
din mention you in my blog doesn't mean i can put down u thoroughly
are you fine ?

Eff Eff Eff
i'm scolding myself
i just can't concentrate on my study even spm is getting nearer and nearer
no medic could save me.
yea. i 'study'.
i looked at the book but nothing went into my mind
oh damn. Sejarah ?
Komsas ?
useless me.
haiz.
many reason caused me like this.
or maybe i'm just finding excuses.
i stared in despair

okay. although just left 6 days for SPM
but i should have a space to calm down
so went for movie with some S3 students today [2012]
ahemmm. they were telling lies their parents that they having study group today
excepted me. *self high
one word that i can describe this movie
Impressive !
this movie so damn nice
but there are one scene could make my tears dropped
yea. the poeples who was submerged in the sea.
it just gave me a scene that when YOU jump into the sea.
and i can felt how helpless and hard when you were in the water
OMG
kill me please. even movie also can make me think about you.
stop it ,kay ?
another part made all of us looked shock
guess what ?
the woman was damn cool.
she was showing her middle fingers that mean 'fuck' to the boy
oh my god, everyone were clapping their hands loudly.
and..and..the Adrian damn endao. haaa
i'm so proud because we were the 1st group at qb watching the [2012],at 12pm,12/11/09

after movie, went for Sushi King to have our lunch
err, should considered it as brunch i think. yea
oh damn, i have spent nearly RM250 today.
should i admit that i'm a big spender ?
absolutely, i am.

i could not imagine if this really happen in our life.
sad caseeeeeeeeeeee

you are totally full in my mind
kill me please .

i heard somebody said when you back home on 7th days
u cried ?
u regreted ? aren't you ?
why you want to do that ?
regret also too late dyy
u made many people feel sad.
made many people miss you
but you won't come back to us forever

I miss you.
Did you know that ?
where are you now ?

无言

你还好吗?
今天是你回家的日子吧
你说过要买最好吃的鱼头米粉给我吃，还记得吗?
看来你是没有机会买给我这个 'toh kong lang'吃了的
这个名也是你为我取的
你真的说到做到
说不保证喜欢我一身一世，但会全心全意对我，对我好
你都做到啦。
你对我的好我感受得到
可是你这样一走，让我感到的却是难过
当你要跳的那一瞬间，你到底在想什么?
什么都不交代。
最后一句话竟然是‘我喜欢你 ’罢了。
就永远永远听不到你的声音了
你很傻你知道吗?
没有你烦，没有你作弄我的日子，真的好不习惯

安息吧

不知不觉已过了好几天，一切的一切还是浮现在我的脑海。
事情的发生，一开始给了我两个感觉
- 就是害怕
二 就是不安
而现在的呢，就是不舍。非常不舍
你知道我用什么办法压抑自己吗 ?
一 告诉自己你无时无刻都在我的身边
二 安慰自己你已经去了另一个极乐世界，也许你不会觉得压力，你会过得更好
想着想着，如果当时我没有把你的话当恶作剧
如果我有阻止你，也许事情就会有转机
可能就不会发生这一切的一切
我好想大大声地骂你啊
因为你让我感到窒息
为什么你要这样
到了另一个地方，就走好吧。
安息吧
写着写着，不知不觉眼泪就从眼眶里流了出来

DOWN

did you apply curse on me ?
why i still can't forget everything and everything
once thinking of you, my tears spontaneously shed
I totally can't concentrate on my study
felt numbness everyday.
still cantt face the fact that you were really dead.
why you're so stupid .
haiz..

Rest In Peace

why you want to do that ?
why you really dead ?
why the last call was me ?
what made you have the bravery to jump into the sea ?
you tell me la.
u made me felt uncomfortable all these days.
even eat anything also felt nausea.
should i go your funeral ?
what the hell you were doing all this thing
i have no chance to calll you 'cockroach'.
and you also don't have the chance to call me 'parrot'
stayed at Witz's house last night
for ?
avoid sadness ? avoid scarefulness ? what else ?
but have to apologized to her. because caused many problems to her
Rest In Peace