Hee, i'm quite in love with this photo when having indoor shooting with my BabeLyn
and, I wondered that I have been long time didn't photoshooting dyy*Down*
I just realized that my bloggie had been neglected for a month, because I was not in a blogging mood
I will make my time to update myself often alright ?
Not really remember what I was busy recently. But just started my new semester,quite satisfied with the result I got in last semester :D
And now I am worrying about my industrial training which hold on end of Nov
I think it will bring alot of pressure to me as I expected, sometimes I just like to stress up myself *helppp*
I am getting bored with the subjects that I have in this sem,bloody hell.
Law ? killing subject, which need to memorize alot.
Planning ? need to do alot of calculation. My friends know I am freaking bad in calculating :(
Oh, Japanese Language? why have to learn new language in this age ? It's really killing me . a,i,u,e,o ? WTH ? i don't know you and you don't know me = = and have to learn all those writing, like bean sprout. I prefer 汉语拼音，汉字 LOL
btw, Training is a bored subject =/
To be honest, I don't think my result will good as previous sem :( CGPA going to drop too .

well, feel so sweet while this two days babe boy was always beside me
Haaa. I'm in love with the look when you're wearing formal
Look great :)
love to laying next to you and watch you was in the dreamland :D
kissing your forehead and say good night dear, I love you :)
I miss that moment ,Heehee :D
how good if the time can stop permanently ? Hmmmmmm...

always appreciate the one that you love
the taste of losing a good friend in an accident wasn't good
R.I.P my friend

Time to get ready to college. see ya :)

有时候，虽然能想明白，但心里就是接受不了
保持沉默，不闻不问 :)

【给自己的情书】
其实你很乖，懂得放肆之后适可而止。
你并不愚笨，有些事也可以做的很漂亮。
怯懦不是你的错，只是外界太强势。
别每天把讨厌自己挂在嘴边， 要知道你是独一无二的你。
你喜欢了爱了，就不许后悔，别责怪自己的愚昧，你只是太想被爱而已。
你不坏。你不赖。你不差。你很棒 !

As I said, I don't want to be emo-queen
At this moment, I wish i am God, can control everything. included FEELING, MOODY-NESS
thou I am not really angry at you.
But it already had a thorn deep inside my heart.
pull it out still hurtful, remain there still harmful.
What should I do ?
I know you have your own feeling too,I ain't everything blame on you too
perhaps, it was my own problem ?
I wish I can cry out loud then would be feel better, but this time there is no tears rolling out from my eyes
Liz Tan, how many reason you're going to use to cover yourself again ? HAHA
Are you just comforting yourself to feel better ?
sometimes i really feel i don't have any confidence on myself and also our relationship
maybe it is another challenge for me to fight for our relationship.
Ok, i accepted this !

Girl, tell you sincerely
I effing DISLIKE YOU !

It was my semester break
joined my course-mate went to Genting Highland and K.L for 3 days 2 nights
It seem like a bit rush for us, but we did enjoyed it as well
wait for the bus at 6:30a.m
I had a not-so-good- mood before went up there
but after shouted for few round, I'm getting better
At least I can talked to my friend as normal
I don't want to be emo-quuen !
we played, we chit-chat,till the midnight
True or Dare is the game that teenagers usually play.
I dance ? unbelieveable :-(
I found out the best way for me to cure moody-ness is- SHOPPING!
When i reached K.L
I really can shop like nobody business.
I feel great thou my pocket followed bleeding =X LOL
not buy much actually, caused controlling myself not to bring too much money to spend there
12 of us, and another 12 one was inside PAVILION
is a big gang , yo !


Hello , Penang ! I'm back
Bye Genting & K.L
went Balik Pulau on Saturday
yayy ! we having Balik Pulau's Laksa and Hokkien Mee that recommended by TiaTia
Tastes good ! especially the Hokkien MEE :-)
We're on the way to visit the paddy field
before that, we went to the beach
no doubt, Balik Pulau one much nicer than Batu Ferringi one :D
I meant the enviroment and the cleanness
Balik Pulau's Ice Kacang
having it when the weather was freaking hot is GOOD =D
We jumped, Jumped out all the unhappiness ! :)

can you see what we actually posted ?
Yes ! It's L-O-V-E :)
By the way, Balik Pulau is nice place to visit and relax !

Finally, we passed out 1 Year Anniversary
babe boy always such a surprise maker
Haaa, but always not-so-surprise, because every time there was a hint telling me
it will going to be something wrong !
babe boy lie me he's going Singapore the day before our anniversary
but actually he had planned everything, but too bad, the day was the BERSIH Day,so i have to stay at home and can't step out from home
so planned change to celebrate in my.... Room =/
S.Siang them showed my the video that made by babe boy
then suddenly he appeared in front of me !

Taadahh, the Anniversary's cake
went out for dinner with them
Yeahh, we enjoyed :D
sweet baby<3
Tang Yuan
My first time did it.
looks nice, but wonder what's the taste will be
cause I never try then gave it to my baby
sorry if not nice , Heeheee..
woke up early and having our breakfast at Subway
and of course, we took the chance to watch movie, as babe boy always so busy and ain;t to accompany me :(
Lastly, Menstrual pain was really killing !!!

如此的不知如何形容自己此刻的心情

是自己看得太开，还是自己早已习惯了？

嘴里说，真的不生气，真的没事，那是真的 ！

可是心里总会产生一种说不出莫名其妙的痛

我从来都不会约束你，因为我不想让你觉得我很烦

当你在做某些事时，脑里可曾有想起我？

有想过如果我这样对你，你会有何感想？

我知道你不喜欢别人拿如果来做比喻，可是我想说的是，针刺不到肉，是不会知道痛的

有时心里在想，我真的很差，你才会这样

我真的不希望你为了我而改变，只希望你做回自己。

如果刻意去改变，你也会感到很别扭，也不会是你自己

这几天，有少许的不开心

有时候会发疯的在想，这世界上没有任何人，只有你和我，那该有多好

我很白痴我知道啦 :(

也不能去怪别人，因为一只手掌是打不响的

爱你，很甜，很幸福

爱你，也可以很累，很痛

人家是跳入黄河洗不清，我是跳入爱河起不来呀！

Ok, here come my birthday post.
I am having a great great birthday in this year that I ever had.
It's hard to tell you all how my loves one surprised me , but it was really out of my expectation.

Well, this is my Big big butt's cake
funny right ? some more leopard panties.
I salute to all of you laa LOL
I am a bit down when i turn to the back can't see him as there is about 20 peoples behind me
I can't find him
ended up, he was the one took the cake for me.
watch out the expression LOL
Thanks to my baby boy lie me and gave me such surprise with my lovely friends
*where got people say thanks to the one who lie to ownself one * = =
I love them !
They always by my side whenever I'm sad, I'm emo, I'm happy,
Thanks for the birthday video. I love it so so much.
It was the greatest present for me, seriously ! *so touching**

Thanks for all who willing to space out their time to attend my birthday party.
You all always in my heart *appreciated**

Another surprise given by another gang TEEHEE
baby boy again ! lie me again !
drove me to gotong -royong in the morning, drove me to lunch, drove me to 1ST Avenue to have my love-Chatime
and I keep screamed that I wanted to back home to have a bath
Ok, when I reached my home. there's still no one
when I opened my room's door
Oh Godddd !!!
Can you see my room ? It have been decorated by them nicely
seriously, my room never been so nice before. *my room was so messy before i went out in the morning**
I got shocked after saw this, and two girls appeared infront of me, andS.S ,W.K and my babe boy came from the back with birthday song
I'm really happy as I can see my dear that I long time never meet her, and bird peopleAh Beh, so long never hang out with us.
Xingderella, and Hean came after that, and we went Gurney and Tambun to have our dinner

Buddies, Besties, Thanks for giving me a great birthday :)
Love <3

28th of June
came to my real date of my birthday
having extra class in the morning.
ended class. my car full of wishes in many pieces of colourful paper
People who walked by also took picture LMAO
This have to thank the 3 gold flower who collect wishes from everyone and sticked on my car under a hot sun
I will find a nice place to park next year HAHAHA
Thanks ! you all had done alot to me :)
I love you all <3<3

Aww !! finally.
People waited this night for so long.
Yes, it's our night, HBM night, our course night :)
venue-E&O hotel
outlook of the day :D
wearing wig, and wear sleveless dress :(
everyone looks so great here, make up, hair styling, dressing.
Cool man !! :D
I would like to say, it was a success on that night.
All of us enjoyed the night as well included our lecturer dance on the stage too LOL
Ok, going to say byebye to great days
Hard day coming soon !

FINAL EXAM in on MONDAY
goshhhh.
seem like i have not prepare anything yet as previous semester do's.
Is time to turn on my study mode.
but now i am hearing Burno Mar's - Lazy song
Today I don't feel like doing anything, I just wanna lay in my bed
HAHAHA!!

这是从面子书上转贴的

我觉得有些话很有意思，有些话写到我心里的最深处，才把它放到部落格来

只是纯粹的分享 :

也许你会觉得这个人很烦，为什么总是乱想一些不着边际的东西

也许他这样会让你感觉很累。

也许你是真的在忙，在做一些其它的事情。当你很累很累的回到家，却看到那个人的一堆留言，一堆不着边际的乱想。这时的你，是不是很恼火。然后回复一些他根本无法做到的事情，比如说让那个人平淡些，或者你傻了吧，再或者一句话都没有。



其实，这一切的一切，都是那个人离不开你的状态。



也许那个人也不断地提醒自己，你是在忙。不是其他什么原因不自己了。不是不爱自己了，不是不珍惜自己了。

也许那个人总是关注这你，怀揣着不安的心，和极度矛盾的大脑一直等你到半夜，然后想着你对于它的一大堆表现他内心想法的留言做出怎样的回复。因为怕你责备他总是乱想。于是矛盾又开始了，接着又是无止尽的乱想，直到用酒麻痹自己，或者睡去。再或者等到睡去.

也许那个人总是责怪自己为什么乱想，为什么总是因为一点小小的事情就开始无尽的瞎想，结果的方向都是不好的。那个人也不像这样，只是因为太在乎一个人，太爱一个人。



这时候，你是怎么想的呢？怎么做呢？

也许你已经经历了好多那个人并没有经历过的好多事情。

也许你考虑的事情，看待感情的方式要比那个人平淡好多。

也许就因为这样，用你的眼光去看，那个人就像个小孩子，不能长大，不会自己处理情感...

也许因为这样，你觉得那个人应该按照你的方式，不要去乱想。或许，你是不想看他难过，但是你说的方式，那个人很难做到。


也许你很不在意，你很没有責任感 想的不是很長久 不為那个人考慮 但想給那个人幸福 因为你有的時候不喜歡跟那个人說你在為他做什麼。你做的其实真的很好。

也许那个人很不知道，但是那个人肯定在为你考虑，想让你感觉幸福。因此甚至牺牲自己的很多想法，即使伤害到自己，也要笑着对你说没事，不疼，一点也不。那个人在你面前永远都是快乐的样子。


因为你俩爱的方式相差很远。所以，要共同克服许多问题。

也许你可以站在那个人的角度多考虑一点，其实那个人一个人也挺苦的，其实这些你都知道。只是你太忙没时间好好去陪那个人。

也许那个人也应该少一点猜想，静下心来想想。既然选择在一起，就该去信任对方。其实你确实很忙，其实这些那个人也都知道。只是因为自己天生的性格喜欢乱想。


如果你身边有个爱替你乱想的人，请你珍惜那个人。因为他很在乎你，很爱你。才会这样。记住，那个人很爱你，如果你也下定决心和那个人走下去，请包容一下他爱乱想的特性。其实一点就好。

这样 你们一定会幸福的


ps:/其实我也希望自己不爱乱想，至少让自己好过些

我在努力克服了，也相信自己努力得有些成绩。

对不起，如果说我的乱想症让你觉得孤单，疲倦

Woaahhh, I'm about 1 month neglected my bloggie

Just feel like i'm always in busy life

by now, I just have the blogging mood to blog about what am I doing recently.

Yeahh, i am wearing wig in this photo.

Lyn be my photographer again to help photoshooting, is in indoor, it's my room as well :)

I likey this feel.

more photos will upload soon in facebook once I get from my baby Lyn. Heeee :D

Oh ya, I had just passed my 11th anniversary with my baby boy few days ago

we celebrated at Tao autocity.

I wish everyday you could be my valentine and everyday is our anniversary.

so i can see-ing you everyday in my life :(

outlook of the anniversary days =D

am I suitable in curling my hair ?

baby boy meant that I look older.

Nono, I looked more matured only LOL

PUPA-I LOVE DIAMOND COSMETIC SET

I received a parcel on Tuesday morning by a cute postman LMAO
It's sent by my babe boy as my birthday present altough it's just too early.

lagi kesi kesi ask for my address. told me going to visit a fortune teller, and it was something behind the stone actually =X

Teehee, by the way, i love it so much as in red color, my favourite color, and diamond and love I received it at the same time

Thank you so much my dear. Love you ~~

Yet, there's misunderstanding and unhappiness occured in our friendship few days ago

but we had gone through and overcome it as well.

our friendship are born at that moment when you say what ? you too ? I thought I'm going college alone when is orientation day.

I just realised world happiest friend never have same character.They just have the best understanding of their differences.

friendship to me actually is an adventure.I am glad to have you girls in my life !

CHIAOOOO =D

As usual, I'm still busy with hanging out

hang out with my babe boy and having our breakfast-dim sum @ Air Itam with 'Xingderella'

LOL

babe boy took this :)
although i'm not using DSLR, but i felt that got the feel that using DSLR
Isn't it ? Haaaa... *self high*
After dim sum, finally babe boy accompanied me to watch 'Don't go breaking my heart' @ Gurney
Thx love ;D
after movie, met up W.K and S.S and we went into Redbox

I love this so much
Thx for the photographer,W.k ;D

And now, i'm going to tell you how random we are

Babe boy went Genting Highland with his classmates

and I don't know since when we(S.S,W.K and me) are so random

we just simpily said, 'then go up to find him la'

and this 'random activity' had been created successfully

and this activity created without knowing my babe boy, Teehee

We're just trying to give him surprise

We booked the bus ticket at Thrusday and we our trip began at Friday morning

Stephanie joined us too, I think she's more random than us =X

I can't believe that ;DD

Well, I like the tone much ;)

Liz* Steph

S.S* Liz* W.K
i think babe boy got shocked after saw us in front of his hotel

HahahaHa

sorry for making you felt that always have an eyes stare at you

but i don't mean that.

although you're not always with us along the trip, but I did enjoy well too ;)

It's time for me to stick my head on the notes again, Mid-term is on Monday

bloody hell ! exam exam always exam.

I don't likey :(