Sunday, July 24, 2011

As I said, I don't want to be emo-queen
At this moment, I wish i am God, can control everything. included FEELING, MOODY-NESS
thou I am not really angry at you.
But it already had a thorn deep inside my heart.
pull it out still hurtful, remain there still harmful.
What should I do ?
I know you have your own feeling too,I ain't everything blame on you too
perhaps, it was my own problem ?
I wish I can cry out loud then would be feel better, but this time there is no tears rolling out from my eyes
Liz Tan, how many reason you're going to use to cover yourself again ? HAHA
Are you just comforting yourself to feel better ?
sometimes i really feel i don't have any confidence on myself and also our relationship
maybe it is another challenge for me to fight for our relationship.
Ok, i accepted this !

Girl, tell you sincerely
I effing DISLIKE YOU !

It was my semester break
joined my course-mate went to Genting Highland and K.L for 3 days 2 nights
It seem like a bit rush for us, but we did enjoyed it as well
wait for the bus at 6:30a.m
I had a not-so-good- mood before went up there
but after shouted for few round, I'm getting better
At least I can talked to my friend as normal
I don't want to be emo-quuen !
we played, we chit-chat,till the midnight
True or Dare is the game that teenagers usually play.
I dance ? unbelieveable :-(
I found out the best way for me to cure moody-ness is- SHOPPING!
When i reached K.L
I really can shop like nobody business.
I feel great thou my pocket followed bleeding =X LOL
not buy much actually, caused controlling myself not to bring too much money to spend there
12 of us, and another 12 one was inside PAVILION
is a big gang , yo !


Hello , Penang ! I'm back
Bye Genting & K.L
went Balik Pulau on Saturday
yayy ! we having Balik Pulau's Laksa and Hokkien Mee that recommended by TiaTia
Tastes good ! especially the Hokkien MEE :-)
We're on the way to visit the paddy field
before that, we went to the beach
no doubt, Balik Pulau one much nicer than Batu Ferringi one :D
I meant the enviroment and the cleanness
Balik Pulau's Ice Kacang
having it when the weather was freaking hot is GOOD =D
We jumped, Jumped out all the unhappiness ! :)

can you see what we actually posted ?
Yes ! It's L-O-V-E :)
By the way, Balik Pulau is nice place to visit and relax !

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Finally, we passed out 1 Year Anniversary
babe boy always such a surprise maker
Haaa, but always not-so-surprise, because every time there was a hint telling me
it will going to be something wrong !
babe boy lie me he's going Singapore the day before our anniversary
but actually he had planned everything, but too bad, the day was the BERSIH Day,so i have to stay at home and can't step out from home
so planned change to celebrate in my.... Room =/
S.Siang them showed my the video that made by babe boy
then suddenly he appeared in front of me !

Taadahh, the Anniversary's cake
went out for dinner with them
Yeahh, we enjoyed :D
sweet baby<3
Tang Yuan
My first time did it.
looks nice, but wonder what's the taste will be
cause I never try then gave it to my baby
sorry if not nice , Heeheee..
woke up early and having our breakfast at Subway
and of course, we took the chance to watch movie, as babe boy always so busy and ain;t to accompany me :(
Lastly, Menstrual pain was really killing !!!

Friday, July 1, 2011

如此的不知如何形容自己此刻的心情

是自己看得太开,还是自己早已习惯了?

嘴里说,真的不生气,真的没事,那是真的 !

可是心里总会产生一种说不出莫名其妙的痛

我从来都不会约束你,因为我不想让你觉得我很烦

当你在做某些事时,脑里可曾有想起我?

有想过如果我这样对你,你会有何感想?

我知道你不喜欢别人拿如果来做比喻,可是我想说的是,针刺不到肉,是不会知道痛的

有时心里在想,我真的很差,你才会这样

我真的不希望你为了我而改变,只希望你做回自己。

如果刻意去改变,你也会感到很别扭,也不会是你自己

这几天,有少许的不开心

有时候会发疯的在想,这世界上没有任何人,只有你和我,那该有多好

我很白痴我知道啦 :(

也不能去怪别人,因为一只手掌是打不响的

爱你,很甜,很幸福

爱你,也可以很累,很痛

人家是跳入黄河洗不清,我是跳入爱河起不来呀