well,there's no class today

but I still went to college just now to pay the fees

but too bad, counters there were closed

those photos taken yesterday

the singlet that i wore was bought from F.O.S with Elaine yesterday

at night, Steph called me to go out

went to Queensbay with her and searching for heels

in the end, i'm still the one who spent money

but she didn't

LMAO

but its worth to buy that, simple and nice, especially CHEAP ;)

bought it with no regrets . Haaaaa

just realised that english is that important to us

why i'm not born in an english educated family ?

written work is ok for me.

but if is face to face,mouth to mouth , i go 'Holland' d ; (

i'm so envy those in class can speak well in english

omg, it's hard for me to communicate with 'em

Elaine and me kept speaking broken english in the car while on the way to Guerny

hokkien translate to english really killing us with no reason

and we asked Steph to correct us anytime

this is only the way for us to improve ourselves

hopefully its won't be too late

got heart don't scare late <--- what a good language ? HAHAHAHA

♥ NEVER GIVE UP ♥

well, i'm finally got in my college

and so, i'm just having a sucky orientation.

i'm just sat below of the air-cond,and cold like hell !

1st semester began, food and beverages production &Service

as u know, i've mentioned before at my previous post

Jan, Mar,May,and Aug intake's students will be mix in the same class

a big big class start from the second day (60++ peoples if not wrong )

not really mix with our senior yet, but few of them are quite friendly

and of course, knew some new friends there, and we are the same, Talkative xD

There's only 9 students went in during August intake

fortunately there's 7 girls ,and 2 boys.

luckily,i have my baby Elaine so i won't feel bored all the time

today, i'm starting to have an excited mood,thou i'm everyday waking up early and stuff.

why said so ?

because we finally went in to the kitchen Awwwwwwww

the 1st day and 2nd the lecturer was keep on briefing and briefing in the class

oh my god, i'm nearly fall asleep in the class LOL

the 3rd day, haha

we learned how to cut the potato,tomatoes,carrots and so on.

it was quite interesting when you see the chef can cut the stuff smoothly and fine.

errr,i'm quite worrying about i may failed in service section

i can't handle 3 plate in 2 hands, and the plates was freaking heavy indeed.

i've to practice at home, hopefully don't break all my mummy's plate

if not really 'mou gan tai ' :-)

after finished our class, went for lunch with classmate

sometimes Guerny, sometimes Pragin

this called college-life =D

2 days to go to my college life.Orientation will be on next Monday
goshhhhhh, its getting nearer and nearer.
I'm finally get a life, is a good thing for me btw.
i'm really sick of everyday stay at home goyang kaki, hang out, movie, Queensbay,online for the whole day,tv, and so on.
I want a life that everyone have, a meaningful life !
and yet, I will facing financial problem very soon
this is what i worrying about now
asking too much money from mummy quite a hard way,always need to explain this explain that, really annoying me
and I just hope i could earn money by myself
work-study plan , i tink i don't even have the time and rest
but i've to try it .
its the time for me to upgrade myself d, for example
i been a long time never touch those textbook,study stuff,and so, my english proficiency dropped badly, i need to rehabilitate those blemish. *as fast as i can *
and my memory was freaking SUCKS nowadays, I don't want to become Alzheimer,pls =(
thirdly, try not to spend but save some money. I spent alot in these 8 month,but i dunno where the money goes when i calculate *Asshole
I think the most probably is clothes expenses, skin care's stuff, parking fees*this is why always hanging around at Queensbay,Guerny la x'(, and especially the petrol
goodness

okay, end this topic

another one, i admitted i'm shy enough and bad in socializing.but i still wish to make lots of friend when i'm in college

I NEED FRIENDS, seriously !

i tink not the long time i will feel the stress and pressure when there is tons of assignment or whatever stupid things come to me. BLA BLA BLA

take it easy anyway, wish me good luck =D

Thrusday (29-07-2010)
Our dearest gina finally came back from KL
and we're having gathering @ Guerny Plaza
as usual,movie always be our first choice when hanging out
we watched SALT

as Ah Beh said, we don't know what the movie trying to tell
or maybe we should say we're not paying attention ? haa....

I love you

having dinner at Mcd
ishhh, somebody having dinner @ Fishmarket lea
Vooootts
anyway, happy anniversary xD
after movie,we moved to Paradise again
ahemmm, they really like to go beach in fact ......
I love you, you love me, we are happy family =)
everyone were in the picha, but too bad, another two fellow went back earlier
so don't have the chance to take photos with Shyun
passed a good night ya, buddies
but goshhhhhhhhh, went back nearly 3 in the a.m
didn't kena nag mean that i'm fooling you =X

Friday (30-07-2010)

went to pc fair with my babe Lynie and Ah Beh
and took all those catalog back
still considering which lappy i should buy
or maybe just wait for the Tmnet netbook ?
planned meet S.S'em at PISA
but we've walked 2 round inside
at last, we headed to Queensbay
Babe Lynie said i became shorter and shorter
how sad ? =(
watched movie really can cause people shorter ?
hmmmmmmmmm......
*Brown Sugar Moisturizing bath salt* *Hada Labo moisturizing toner*
bath salt actually use for scrubing our skin
and the moisturizing toner,i knew it from one blogger
so just bought it and have a try
met my secondary school's econ teacher at Guardian
but i felt like she not really can recognise me
HAHA
missed a chance to meet up with Him
but he came find me at last *appreciated*

其实我不知道自己要的是什么

很多东西不是用言语就能表达出来

我承认当他告诉我这一切时，心情是非常沉重的

可是，我觉得自己已经成长了许多

都会往好方面去想了，是新的开始吧

'看得开一点'是我最近较喜欢用的口头禅

也因为这样，就借音乐的力量来舒解自己的心情

其实还真得蛮有效的

好了，言归正传

如我所说的，是你的就是你的，不是你得勉强也不会有幸福

自己是个想太多的人，所以整天爱胡思乱想可是，

也不见得是件坏事，毕竟会让自己有个心理准备

不是我不信任你，只是如果你没有去想那件事，你也不会说出口

可能自己是不怎么配得起你，所以也不敢高估自己了

我不想让自己陷得太深，也只是为了保护自己 *可是我发现自己差一点就无法自拔了*

我们的距离真的越来越远了

你想要知道我会怎样是吗？

就如你一般爱面子地说，潇洒一点

我就会潇洒一点地放你走，不会再挽留，因为这足以证明我们是多么的经不起考验

我也知道你是那种不吃回头草的人，所以一旦散了，就没有再一起的余地

哪怕是多么的爱你，我也只好放了

好爽，都释放出来了 ;)

一段感情要长久真的不容易经营

对不起，我爱你

爱到你心惊惊，想到你心痛痛

Thrusday (22-07-2010)

seem like keep going out these day
so i just update the latest one
Mummy worked morning shif
and I just can search some stuff from refrigerator to cook by myself
Taadaaahhh....

fried rice that fried by Me =D
looks not really tasty right ?
belum try belum tau
delicious u tak tau xD
HAHAHA !
done all the house work and it was just tiring me
but its meaningful to me =)

Friday (22-07-2010)
promised S.S will go guerny today
and I told the pig i won't go because of don't want see him
he don't believe but at last he trusted me
S.S drove his car to their cmapus to pick them up
Huan Xin joined us too
suprisingly,he saw me xD
Teehee
planned to wear this clothes actually, but changed it at last

and i wore this
took this while waiting S.S come fetch me
i don't know why my mouth opened so big,just din realise it
look funny right ?
haaa...
ignore it then
the normal me xD

S.S went to digi centre asking some info about DIgi Campus

after that , they having their lunch at A&W

we off to movie after that

THE SORCERER'S APPRENTICE
i loves this movie so much, how good if i got the magic to change a taxi into a Ferrari
* tsk tsk *
after movie, dinner at Ban Ho
i enjoyed my day with HIM very much =D

Friday (16-07-2010)

due to bro have just came back from Pulau Redang

then we having our breakfast with my aunty'em at Bali-Bali

such a long time didn't eat dim sum dyyy

so , Taste good !

after that, dropped mummy back home

and i wish to go out that time

so went to find Witz and we hanging around at Queensbay

and so, we decided to watch movie

HAHAHA !

this movie,just can use 3 words to describe it * I like it *

thou there are not logical part but it was damn funny when i saw the old woman wanted to swin in the compete xD

Saturday (17-7-2010)

still considering should go Bon-Odori tonight or not

till the end, went Esplanade by S.S's car about 6pm because have to wait Su Yi back from S.P

the event same as usual year, nothing special and we can see crowded there
many people wore the Japan's costume this year even 'Ah Pek' xD
we saw a girl wore a red contact lenses
damn scaring you know ?
therefore, i tink that was not Japan ghost festival , should be Malaysia ghost festival
Haaa....
enjoyed the fireworks moment very much with HIM
and I wonder that why the fireworks looks so damn nice on that night ?
btw, I love you !
after that , supper time of course .
and we have to stop at petrol station to wait wk's friend to pass him some thing
and the two boys peed that time
and i suggested S.S to go a round and come back again
I can't remember the road due to it was late in night.
and we missed a junction to turn back to the petrol station,so i called S.S turn right
but who know,we drove our car at opposite direction of one way lane
WTH ?
what a good experience huh ? i think you guys never experience before right ? Hahaha
W.K, gps is like that mia la. xDDDD
Okay, back to the station that we stop before
the two fellow seem like angry with us dyyy
nvm, just let them go . Blekkkkk =P
i know you won't angry me . HAHAHAHA
finally, reached our destination, Sungai Pinang =D
went home nearly about 2 in the AM dyyy
how tired i am ? uuuiisshhhhh

Sunday (18-07-2010)
went to B.M today the main point was to see our new house
thou felt nice after stay in but the location really not suited me

our new house =D

my aunty bought the house beside us too =)

we lunch at Kulim, and reached Penang at 4pm

went to grandma's house for those 'lao yi' to chit-chat

then i went old house alone after that

having dinner with Witz at KFC @ Jelutong

and we don't wish to back so early

so we moved to Paradise's beach for ?

Gong Xim Shu ... Teehee

looks like many 'xim shu' to kong huh ?

just ignore me

yet, we went to the Thai's stall which located beside PCGHS

we wish to spend there, but too bad

nothing went into our eyes, so just balik rumah xD

~ENDED~

♥

跟自己说，不去想就没有事

是你的就是你的，不是你的就不是你的

是自己不愿去相信他，还是对自己没有信心

自己也搞不懂

就如朋友所说的，拥有的时候，就抛开一切去享受就对了

船到桥头自然直

想这样多也可能是多余的，而且可能会让他感到压力

担心这样多，是自己太在乎他了

所以时时刻刻告诉自己，不要掉得太深

是因为太了解自己，才不想以后经历太痛的结局

我会尝试相信你，这样也能让自己好过些

♥

11-7-2010 (Sunday )

Finally, my bro's wedding ended up smoothly on a shiny Sunday

I'm lazy to describe all the condition on that day

let's show you some photos here

Daddy's side relatives

Mummy's side relatives =D

Wedding Dinner at the night
Dad & Mum
my mummy looks so proud on that night
Votsssssssss, i nearly can't recoognise her xD

Yam Senggggggggggggggggggg
My lovely buddies

Lastly, thanks for attending the dinner ya =)

p/s: sorry for posted this sucky post =/

在接受一个人之前，会顾虑很多

接受以后，顾虑自然会比接受之前来得多

Monday (5-7-2010)
stayed at house whole
and due to nothing to do
hmmm....hmmmm
photoshooting again
Haaaa..

Tuesday (6-7-2010)
Bro went up early this morning
and started decorate his bride room at 9pm
wedding day coming soon, but i can't wait for it dyy
Sis didn't work today, we headed Guerny about 11pm
and I went Queensbay alone for window shopping and met Vivian there
it made me recalled back those day we hang out together and how crazy we are
hmm, sweet memory. I'm lovin it =)
then picked up Witz and straight forward to Pragin Mall
because have to took my phone for repair
gosssshhhhhhhh
RM140 fly away again
i'm totally broke recently... *helpppppp*

Wednesday (7-7-2010)
what a day huh ?
everyday just hang out ?
Haa...see how i enjoy my life
went to Queensbay with those fellow again (Ah Beh,W.K, Z.M)

*before go out

mummy dropped me and Ah Beh there

and we hanging aroung while the two boys having their lunch

after we met up, having high-tea at Station One

movie started at 4:3opm

9 TEMPLES: DEATH GHOST

actually I don't know what the movie trying to tell

after movie, waited for mummy pass her car to me

i've promised drive them back

so we having our dinner at Johnny

see... eat till so happy xD

they ordered steamboat, i bear myself away from the food successfully =D

and we moved to Paradise's beach after that

hmmmm... CONFUSING that time

hard to say out the feeling here ='(

4 of us =D

Haa... as W.K said, he enjoyed sit my Kenali compared with others *wink*

and... and... congrated ! you finally succeed HAHAHAHA

STOP calling me speedy girl again please !

Our day ended up with this photo